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i have two fat cats.the other one is by my bedroom door and the other fat guy isn’t home yet.its been 2 days. i’m worried sick. the other fat guy isn’t good with direction. the last time he got lost i have to hunt him down 2 blocks away.he was waiting patiently in front of a stranger’s door soak in stench longkang smell. and the other day a kiddo was ready with a fishnet to trap him, luckily i was on time and brought him home to safety. and the other day dbkl was making mega ops basmi kucing (those darn neighbors, they cant stop complaining!) i’m worried sick. please come home my child.its 4.20am. please be safe.

the last time i successfully log in to this account was wayyy months back.suddenly for the past one week i was so determine to get this account active and running.being the no-geek-no-brainer me, i cannot figure out why i cant log in.i got my id and password all right but chrome keeps on crushing and firefox just redirect me to the dashboard with each tries.i googled.i binged.i posted random forums for answer but vain and square one was i sent right back to. i download the utmost latest version over and over again and set up the most troublesome pluggins i can and i still failed.i even try on explorer. then i tried my own lappy setting.some tweaks in the control panel-internet option-privacy-cookies(set to the lowest) and kaboom, i’m in. i was like wat the heck. itu je.tahi.

and then it came down on me.why was i so suddenly, so wanting to be able to log in so very badly. i ponder.

sometimes i am ashame of myself for complaining day in and out about how much i despise my job *yawn* there are a millions of people who work twice as freaking hard just so that they can bring food to the table for the family.yeterday while having my me moment after work at klcc, it came down on me. there i was sitting with a cup of rm7.90 gelato while i watched a bangla clearner dude emptying the trash can. he’d probably earn rm7 per hour which is like the value of my gelato.and he had to do all those chores and stuff just to earn that rm7, yet there i was, main bayaq ja apa cashier tu suroh.those guilty indulgence albeit expensive, taste freaking good and hard to resist though (—) i think sometimes we take things for granted, wayyyy granted, failed to be thankful for all the little trivial things that we failed to see.when i’m late for work running to catch the lrt, despite my mulot terkumat kamit complaining why i need to wake up and go to work in the 1st place, i’d always see one old lady sweeping and cleaning the lrt compound.she is way to old to be doing such jobs and yet she obliged and came to work still.kadang2 i guess we need to switch places with others just so that we learn to value and hardship that others endure, just so that we can be thankful with what we have in our own life.alhamdulillah.

…on the other note, how freaking awesome it is to watch arsenal kick chelsea’s ass <3

kebahagiaan boleh dibahagi kepada 3 jenis pada bulan oktober ini:

mula2, kebahagian mendapat gaji setelah bekerja keras mengalahkan hamba abdi, setelah bertarong dengan syaitan yang bertopengkan manusia.gaji yang halal itu bila terpampang di internet banking page akan menguntumkan senyuman yang manis, lantas hati kecil akan berdetik “yeay duet dah masok, boleh joli siket2 dah” man i love my $$$.when u worked hard for it, and u feel that u’ve earned and deserved those paychecks with the hardwork that u’ve put into, then u shall feel the joy like what i felt today =) pastuh mula la jadik boros dan over-pampering urself dan duet kembali susot.damn

kendian, kebahagiaan seterusnya ialah menunggu baju yang kita order secara online dihantar pak posmen.bila pintu kena ketok, kita lari lintangpukang secepat halilintar ke ambang pintu.this is a freakin happy moment for me.rasa macam org hantar hadiah (despite the fact that u pay for those goods) memang gembira habis, mula mula rasa ternanti-nanti, cemas dan resahgelisah and then when u get the parcel and u ripped it open (yes, i’m-the-ripped-the-parcel-kind-of-person) regardless whether the baju meet ur expectation or not, i’m still feel freakin happy. i guess thats the goodside of online shopping. so far thepoplook has the most amazing and satisfaction serbis dan kita tunggu poplook baju comin esok *cheers*

kebahagiaan ketiga adalah bersifat perasaan hati dan naluri.lalalalala.saya menaroh hati yang mendalam terhdap sebuah pemain hoki.crush ini terbentok since i was back in school days i guess.there is just this thing with guys with hockey stick that i find them sooo freakinnn HOT!ngehehehe..the raging hormon feremones and the kegagahan yang dipamirkan bila menghayon kot..ngehehe..lalalalala..and i do enjoy watching the game also, mind u, not that i just drool over the guys oni okay.msg demo xmboh reply dah, demo just poke back pon ceq dah superduper happy dah..kalu buleh nak print out the poke screen lekat kat dinding buat kenangan manis.awww.so dear jidin, by any miracle chance that u came across my entry ni (which is like 0 chance) , ketahuilah, ceq ni is like ur biggest fan ever! EVER! and ur poke pon can make me go hay-wire and sangat happy.langit ketujuh <3

ok, sekian rambling untuk malam ini.

i think its by nature that girls like to see pretty girls, no? i know i do *and the heart goes, cantiknyaaa* =)